Apr 27, 2009


The enormous, the enraged and the envious.

Soo here we are again. New day, new week, and a whole new year for me. Or well, tomorrow at least.

So anyways, today we finished up our project work. We didn't fully complete it, but anyways.. Shit is getting closer. I'm still a bit behind in a couple of courses and I really need to pull my shit together really soon. Would have loved to do it this week but I feel that there is too much other stuff going on so that's probably not going to happen.. The plans for this week are;

Monday: That's today, I've been in school, overslept a bit but that's no biggie. Got home, finished a religion thingy that I had lying around.. Now I'm gonna eat soon, I think and hope, then I'm just gonna chill.. Music<3

Tuesday: Tomorrow.. Tuesday.. Birthday.. I really don't want to? I don't know why.. I'm so very not excited for this birthday.. Maybe it's the fact that it won't change anything, or that I'm getting closer to death.. I don't really know. But as it comes for plans for the day, not much. School from 12.45 to 15.10, then I'm gonna go home, mom's coming over and we're gonna "celebrate" or something.

Wednsday: First school, only have a "half day" then we're gonna go to the university next door for our "hat on taking" (nice translation huh?) and then I'm off to work.

Thursday: This is also only a "half day" in school, got a test in religion and then I'm free to go home. Later that night I'm going to stockholm to drink myself really drunk. Thats that.

Friday: No school, no idea what's going to happen here really.

Saturday: Work 15-18.15 other than that, nothing special planned

Sunday: Sleep? We'll see :)

It's an interesting week to say the least.. We'll see how it turns out!

Until next time, remember to turn off the oven.


Apr 20, 2009

I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind
Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind

Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy

Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind

Apr 16, 2009


Oh my [enter name of imaginary creature with godlike powers here]! It's already thursday.. Damn the days fly by when you sleep to 13.xx every day.. hmm..

Haven't done much these days, been home, sick, tired.. And ye.. As I said in the previous entry I sent an email to my teacher so that he could give me something to do, but then I changed my password to the email client.. and now I don't remember what I changed it to.. Great. Graduation's getting close and I'm still behind.. But as I always say.. It will be ok.. :)

Anyways, I'm feeling way better now, just a bit asdsadfsadf in my throat but that I can live with! I want to do stuff, but I don't know what. If you have me on Facebook you might have seen my status update yesterday where I said that Sandra has turned me into a Coldplay freak.. Well I recorded a video of me playing their song Shiver on bass a couple of minutes ago, uploading it to youtube as we speak.. But I realised something, I kinda suck :D I'm gonna look around for some more online lessons and hopefully get better, 'cus I really think it's fun to play, just wish I could do it better! But we'll see... uhum..

So that's what I'm gonna do now. Maybe go bugger Johan later? Or tomorrow? I think he misses me. :D

Anyways, chat t'y'all later!


Edit: Oh yeah! KSE's new album is out soon :D *excited*

Apr 13, 2009

"Easter Dinner"

Hello all unfaithful readers!

The weekend has been quite interesting.. but still not. Here's the story;

Weekend started on Thursday, we actually had school half the day but it felt very "ovärt" as we say so I skipped it and worked from home instead. Didn't do much that day, played some basketball on the afternoon.

On Friday i packed up my computer and all that comes with it and Paul picked me up and we went to Älvsjö where Dreamsters had their LAN-Party. When I started up my computer I immediately noticed that something was wrong; drivers were fucking around, warning messages etc etc. So I checked around and apparently I had gotten a nasty virus that had fucked everything up, so I borrowed a OS CD from a friend and formated everything and started of at square 1. So there I was, with a computer that had nothing on it.. I started transfering some games and such from friends and eventualle the LAN was on. Didn't really play that much though, feels like I'm getting too old for it or something.. The whole thing mainly consisted of fucking around, too little sleep and accidents. And it got me thinking that maybe I shouldn't go to Dreamhack as a gamer this year, so I signed up for their Crew, we'll see how that goes, I'm not hoping for much.

Well anyways, I got back home on Sunday around lunch. Was just tired and I felt that I started to get sick, I had probably caught my dad's cold. So didn't do much that day either, went out and played some more basketball with my friends and such.

Today, Monday, I planned to just relax and sleep. Went to bed at 01.xx and got woke up by my mom who called me at 13.xx. 12 hours of sleep and I still felt like a wreck.. But my mom missed me so darn much so I had to get up and get ready, my mom's fionce's parents came and picked me up and we went out to my mom's house (out in the woods for those that don't know) where we had dinner and I played som Guitar Hero with my brother. Then we went home again and since then I've just been sitting here doing nothing, sneezing and stuff.. Not the funnies thing in the world but you have to experience all parts to live a life. Oh I watched Harry Potter (1) on tv as well.. Great movie.. Lol .

I was gonna go to school tomorrow even though we have this week off to fix some stuff that I've fallen behind in, but I feel like crap right now and I doubt I will feel better tomorrow so I sent an e-mail to my teacher and asked if he could send the stuff I need to do.. bleh.

Well I guess I'll stay up for a bit longer.. But the bed looks really apealing right now..

Thanks for tuning in,

Apr 10, 2009

..if only..

In our darkest hour
In my deepest despair
Will you still care?
Will you be there? 
In my trials
And my tripulations
Through our doubts
And frustrations
In my violence
In my turbulence
Through my fear
And my confessions
In my anguish and my pain
Through my joy and my sorrow
In the promise of another tomorrow
I’ll never let you part
For you’re always in my heart.

Apr 2, 2009

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