JethroLancelot

2010-08-17T23:58:00.002+02:00

Haven't written anything more @ Doors and Bridges. Was a dead end.

Just wrote this as a comment to someone on Dailybooth who wanted to hear a story. Sometimes I'm surprised by my improvisations. Heh.

The snow lied still and frosty over the muddy ground, the mans limping footsteps conjured a crunching sound in the otherwise silent forest. The moon was the only source of light and it put dark shadows across his scarred face. He was all alone, with no goal. He kept walking until he reached a fallen tree, a victim to mother nature's wrath. He stood still, looking at it for a couple of minutes before he decided to step up onto it and the second his second foot touched the worn out bark a bell rang in the distant. This was it. He had reached his first checkpoint.

He swiftly, without a sign of the previous limp, hopped down from the log and started jogging towards where the bell had rang. The forest was not silent anymore, there was an odd racket going on everywhere, footsteps behind every tree, but he kept his eyes locked in a forward position. He would not let go of his new found goal. He increased his pace, almost running, his long dark coat flicking his ankles as he did so. All of a sudden the snow covered ground beneath his feet was gone. He was falling into darkness, hands of light tugging him from all directions, but nothing stopped him.

It was all over.

2010-06-22T00:53:00.002+02:00

Just a note to myself so that I don't forget.

Dreamed that I got chased by the crazy beard/glasses/walking stick guy.

Doors and Bridges (Pt.1)

2010-06-13T23:44:00.004+02:00

Moved to http://doorsnbridges.blogspot.com

2010-06-01T23:57:00.002+02:00

tomorrow may fall

and today is already gone

Everything feels messed up. I feel angry and sad. But I don't know why. I feel like going crazy and smash stuff, but I got no reason. It doesn't feel like anything I do has any meaning. I just do it to make the clock tick.

I see my world change

and then go back to where it came

I just cried. For absolutely no reason at all. Felt kinda good though. Well I don't know. Wanted to write something.

in this viscous circle

we all are brought back to life

only to die

2010-03-22T23:34:00.002+01:00

I was just about to write a blog entry about feeling bad and misery and such. Not about myself or any other specific person, but just feeling bad in general. But after some thinking I realized that it was a quite a bad idea. Even though many feel the same way about stuff, get sad by the same stuff, the whole process can be different.

I just wanted to say that. I haven't written much on here lately. Whats there to write about? I rarely write anything important anywhere.

Why would I?

2010-03-15T01:10:00.002+01:00

Kan inte den där fucking Vilks bara lägga ner. Hur mycket skit tror han att han kan mjölka ur det svenska folket och median? För i helvette. "Konsten är värd att ta risker för". Fuck off. Ser inte ens bra ut.

Du har tur att muslimerna inte är så kritiska när det gäller sånt.

AHHH.

Meh?

2010-03-07T16:22:00.002+01:00

Was something I was going to write about. That I was talking to my co-workers with. But I don't remember what it was.

Stuffz been ze weird lately. Dunno why or what or who or how. That's just how it is. We'll see how it ends, when it ends.

The World Is A Thorn

2010-02-24T21:01:00.000+01:00

The World Is A Thorn Widget: "Demon Hunter The World Is A Thorn Widget"

Music, movies and malfunctioning hardware

2010-02-24T00:14:00.003+01:00

Hi fellas.

Wow. I just read a note that Demon Hunter put up on their Facebook page, apparently the Deluxe Edition of their upcoming CD The World is a Thorn is almost sold out. I'm so glad I ordered mine in time. It will be sweet. If you haven't heard the new song [url=http://www.facebook.com/notes/demon-hunter/a-note-re-the-world-is-a-thorn-deluxe-box-edition/322261387053]Collapsing[/url] yet, check it out! It features Björn "Speed" Strid from Soilwork and is just amazing.

That's it for the music part. Now: Movies. The last three days I've watched 3 different movies.

Sunday: The Godfather
Monday: The Informant
Tuesday: The Godfather Part II

Now, what's the deal about the Godfather? Everyone says it's so good but I just can't see it. Sure they are good movies.. But really, they are too long and lack continuity so much.. Might just be me. But eh, 3/5 @ Filmtipset.

The Informant? Well it was alright I guess, great story but meh. Didn't enjoy it too much. Probably a 3 as well. Maybe even a 2. Hmm.

Now: Malfunctioning Hardware

My dads Graphics card stopped working. Or well, the drivers bugged. Read up about it and found a whole bunch of solutions to the problem, but specific solutions only worked for specific individuals. Or something. After trying a few I gave up and we decided to order a new card instead. Now it runs like a clock. Never seen a clock run though.

Now I don't have much else to say. I really just want things to change. Somehow. But how?

2010-02-21T01:49:00.002+01:00

nuf said

The Tide Began To Rise

2010-02-18T04:06:00.003+01:00

It's 4 am. I just watched a movie. The Time Traveler's Wife.

I didn't think I would like it. But I did. To rate it in numbers.. It's probably a 3 out of 5 over at Filmtipset. A strong 3 that is.

It's a great story. Quite unique.

But what caught my attention the most is how I could relate to it. No I'm not saying I'm a time traveler, nor someones wife. But it reminds me of my dreams of the future. Of my fears. My deepest fears.

Fears I've had for well over 10 years now. Fears I subconsciously get reminded of every single day due to my flaws.

If this is all the love my spirit can give... Just take it back tonight..

There is not a reason more to live..

Somehow we will get rid of the inside.. The inside..

In other news.. I will try to stop the emoness. Next blog will be more cheerful, or about tech or something else. Those lyrics up there. The text that's in italic that is. It's from the song The Tide Began To Rise. By Demon Hunter. Beautiful song in so many ways. I've told you before and I'll tell you again. Check that band out if you haven't already.

Time for bed. Perhaps.

You are the forsaken

2010-02-16T21:01:00.004+01:00

Everything is weird. Everything. I can't explain how much I am looking forward to the future. To change. To something new. But there are demons in my past that I can't get rid of just yet. I care too much about them.

These demons are the ones I've cared the most about. These demons are amongst the few that's ever had the guts to say they care about me. But somehow most of them have siphoned into the shadows and now they seem unreachable. The worst part? I don't even know how I managed to let them go. But I guess it's when they are the closest you take them for granted, and you won't even have time to react before they are gone.

Some of them are just hard to reach. Some pretend you don't exist. Some laugh you straight in the face when you come crawling back to them. No remorse. No pity. But I brought this upon myself. So I will have to deal with it.

That is all I had to say today. Meh.

Our selfishness consumes us, until the whole world is not enough.

Forgive the day that I erased, that I erased your name.

For it's the memory of me that will decay

I know you are the forsaken

Somehow we are the ones who feel alone

as a tourist in my own head

2010-02-09T02:14:00.003+01:00

That's what my autobiography is going to be called. If I ever put the effort into writing one.

I came up with the name after pointing myself in the eye, with my FINGER thank you very much, Mr.Harcourt. I just watched another movie! Wow, best one so far I think. Don't even remember the last two I wrote about but man, this one is way better. It's called Law Abiding Citizen and it's about this crazy guy and this other guy that tries to stop the crazy guy but the crazy guy keeps outsmarting him so that he almost goes crazy but eventually the crazy guy (the second one) gets the crazy guy (the first one) and makes him pay for all the craziness. I strongly recommend that you check it out, especially if you like some 'smart' thrillers. It sort of reminds me of Prison Break, the season (the only one I watched), but it feels even smarter.

Wow. Anyways. Uhh. I'm hungry, and I don't really know what to do about it. Well I know "what" to do, but I don't have any tools for that specific task. So, yay me.

Bedtime soon I supposed, just felt like updating this readerlessblog. Woop.

Toodles.

No crossroads to nowhere left.

2010-02-06T20:35:00.002+01:00

Tonights movie: Road of no return

Trailer looked interesting, let's see what it is :)

The name of this blog, might look weird. But there is a reason for it. You see, there are three bands that I like very much. Bands which I count as my favorites.

All three of these bands latest albums had bonus tracks with the word 'road' in the title. I found it funny. These are also some of my favorite songs from those bands.

Road to Nowhere, Crossroads, No roads left..

tyttel.

The Box

2010-02-05T21:56:00.001+01:00

And the verdict is...

FUCKED UP

Pardon my French.

Some live so wrong. In a box. With fear.

2010-02-05T19:54:00.001+01:00

HI!

I said something about a personal blog the other day but meh. Nothing exciting has happened so I got nothing to write about. I'm going to watch The Box (in 1080p HD *drools*) now and might come back to review that one.. Or something..

Oh btw, if you're interested in what movies I like, you can check out my Filmtipset page by clicking here! For those of you that don't know, Filmtipset is a Swedish website where you can rate movies and others can check what you think about different movies and whatnot..

And if you're interested in what music I'm listening to you can check my little Last.Fm widget to the right of this text!

Talk to you soon. Perhaps.

Nexus One Multitouch!

2010-02-03T13:56:00.003+01:00

Many have complained that the Nexus One didn't come with any multi-touch features, but Google quickly fixed that and released an update which adds a couple of multi-touch functions to the Browser, the Gallery and to Maps. The update is being sent out to phones during this week so if you have a Nexus One you can expect an update soon. If you don't want to wait on the other hand, you can download the file Here.

Installation instructions: (thanks to blunden @ SweDroid)

1. Rename the file to Update.zip
2. Put the file in the root of your SD-Card
3. Turn of your phone
4. Press and hold down the power button as well as the "Volume DOWN" button at the same time
5. Use your volume button to choose "Recovery" from the menu and press the power button to select it
6. Press and hold down the power button as well as the "Volume UP" button at the same time to bring forth the menu
7. Choose "Apply Update.zip"
8. When it's finished, select "Reboot"
9. Enjoy!

Expect a personal blog tonight or tomorrow.. Until then, toodles!

Fresh Fry! I embed thee!

2010-01-30T17:48:00.004+01:00

Good evening my friends.

It's not really evening though. It's 6pm but it feels like it's at least 9. Been a rather long day, relatively speaking. I usually get up at around 12 or 1 on days that I don't work on, but this morning I had to get up at 9.30, because my brother would come pick me up at 10. We were going to Trosa! Trosa is located here:

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Anywaaays. We went there, we both got haircuts and then we went home. Trosa is a nice little city. Lots of old buildings and water and boats. But it was so god damn cold that I was unable to appreciate it all, I'll save that for the summer. The rest of this day and evening will consist of absolutely nothing, gotta work tomorrow and really, it's so cold outside I would have to call me stupid so many times for going out. If only someone could come here.. Meh! I have the internet!

And now, to the main reason for this post; DEMON HUNTER. Really, I know a lot of people haven't heard of them, but they are truly an awesome band. Check 'em out! Would be awesome if we could raise their status in Sweden so that they one day could come here and perform (they haven't played outside the US yet as far as I know). I emailed them on MySpace a while back and they replied with this:

"Hey Simon-

Thanks for writing us and the kind words. We really hope to tour Europe/UK at some point, we would love to get over there. Lord willing, maybe next year sometime.

The new record is going great, REALLY stoked on the way it is coming together.

God Bless,
Jonathan
Bass Player for Demon Hunter"

So yeah, hopefully I get to see them soon. Their new album 'The world is a thorn' will be released on March 9th. Here's a video of them performing their song 'Fading Away':

Toodles!
-JL

Fish! And bad company..

2010-01-28T23:31:00.002+01:00

Sooo I woke up this morning, at around seven, unintentionally, and was like "Oh my god, didn't that email I got from EA say I would be able to download the Battlefield: Bad Company 2 beta at six?" So I go up, boot up my PC and try to log on. Nope. Nothing. I check around and see that on their website they have written 6 pm. But in the email it just said 6. Oh lord. How stupid. If they don't put am or pm you would assume that they meant 6 as in 24-hour format. Ah well, back to sleep.

Woke up at around 12, looked around a bit until I got a call from work; a person was sick and I had to jump in. Great, extra money! When I got there I realized I had to work in the charcuterie, sell fish and such. Great fun. It all went good and I'm home safe now, and I gotta say; I really love this fish smell... *coughs*

So, it was past 6 (pm) now so I was going to download the beta client, finally. I go onto EA's website and what do I see? They've chosen Fileplanet and 2 other crappy sites to officially mirror the client. I got soooo pissed. Seriously, Fileplanet is the crappiest shit that's ever walked the face of the internets. They also had around 30 fanpages that had been chosen to host the file. After looking through almost all of them I finally found a link that worked. Like really, EA, is it so god damn hard to host something on your own multi-million dollar servers? Do you really have to rely on Windows 2000 powered fan page servers? I mean come on!

And when I finally get on, I can't connect. I've been "playing" for almost 3 hours now, but I've only spent about 20 minutes in an actual game. I know, it's beta, no idea to complain. But really. I'm not very happy.

That is all I had to say today. Really.

-JL

Nystart + Nexus One

2010-01-27T23:08:00.007+01:00

Hello everyone! As you might see, if you ever visited this blog before, I have changed the layout a bit. I went from my 'default' Orange/Red/Black color scheme to a, in my opinion, slicked black and white one.

I started writing some @ my Bilddagboken and after a while I realized how much I miss writing. Lately I have only been writing on various forums (see links of interest at bottom) and that's not very personal really.. So I'm going to give blogging a new chance :) This first comeback blog will not be very personal though. There's been quite a few interesting events in my life in the recent weeks but I don't feel I'm ready to write about them yet.. And I don't even know what to say about the really :) So I will save that for later.

So, this blog will be about my new phone! I recently purchased a Google Nexus One and I got it delivered here yesterday (from USA) and I'm loving every bit about it. This is my second smartphone/touchscreen phone and my first Google Android phone, but I've been wanting one for oh so long. I ordered the phone from the USA since it as of now is not available for purchase if you live in Sweden, but of course there is a way to work around that! And I will write a small guide after my "review" of the phone, since quite a few have been asking how I got my hands on one, how much it costs etc.

So, first impressions! I got woken up by a call from DHL yesterday morning, I got really excited right away since I had been waiting for almost a week. I opened the door, scribbled my name on the sign sheet and slammed the door shut in the delivery mans face.. Not very nice? Eh, I had more important things to worry about.

After cutting my way through the millions of layers of tape I finally saw the very slick white box which only had the text "Nexus One" and the Google logo on it.. When I opened the lid the air pressure made some weird sound which only added to the excitement. And then, there it was. My very own Nexus One phone.

The phone came with some really cool looking headphones, which carries an awesome sound quality by the way, a nice little pocket to keep the phone in to avoid scratching and the usual chargers and USB cables. The USB cable is a USB-Micro cable by the way, which is the smallest USB connector right now, it is today not as usual as the USB-Mini but it is going to become the standard cable for Mobile phones so..

The phone looks great, and the feel in your hand is just awesome. After charging it for a bit I started it up, and you are first prompted to log onto your Google account (if you don't have a Google account or a Gmail address you can create one). You can skip this, but you will miss out on a lot of features if you do not connect your phone to your Google account. And after a small built in tutorial it was straight ahead to apping and playing around!

It is by far the best phone I have ever owned. My last phone, the Sony Ericsson Xperia X1 was ok. But the N1 wins by a landslide. I wholeheartedly recommend it to anyone who is looking into getting a new phone!

Technical Specifications of the phone can be found here.

But the question still remains.. How do you get one to Sweden? Well there are a couple of different ways to go, but this is how I did it and as far as I know it's the cheapest and safest way.

I started looking at SweDroid's Nexus One forums for different ways to get one and heres the alternatives I found:

Order through International-Orders.com
Order through google.com/phone with a proxy and BorderlinxUS
Order through google.com/phone through a friend

International-Orders was my first option, it look alright. To order from them you simply go to their website and place a order, they take care of the rest, at least that is what they say. After a while I saw that a lot of people were complaining about International-Orders; some didn't get their orders shipped, some got their orders without the extra accessories they ordered etc. And, the final cost for ordering a phone from there would end at about 5200SEK at the best. I quickly decided that this was not the way to go.

Since I don't have any friends I felt I could use to order a phone through, I decided to take a look at the "Borderlinx Way". This seemed safer, they did everything by the book (unlike I-O) and people seemed satisfied with their services. There was only one problem, they were expensive. Cheapest orders were around 5500SEK and I thought to myself "Wow, there must be another way".

And there was! The way Borderlinx work, is that you create an account on their website which gives you a so called "suite address" which basically is an address at their headquarters, in your name. So you go to google.com/phone while using a proxy (if you don't use a proxy the site will tell you that the phone cannot be ordered from your country) and then you order the phone to your Borderlinx Suite address. Borderlinx then ships your package from their facilities to your home address.

After creating an account at Borderlinx I saw that I had two suite addresses, one located in the US and one in the UK. So I started fiddling with Borderlinx Cost Calculator and I realized that it would be much cheaper to have Google ship the phone to the UK (which is one of the 4 countries that "can" order the phone) and then have Borderlinx ship it from there home to me, than to have Google ship it to another US-address and then Borderlinx ship it from the US to Sweden.

The total cost for my phone ended up at around 4400SEK. Which by what I've seen is the cheapest you can get it without using a friend in one of the countries that can order the phone.

Quick Guide to Ordering:

Create an account at Borderlinx. Connect to Google.com/phone through a proxy, I used one from this list. Make sure it's a US proxy, but if it doesn't work just try another one until it does.

Order the phone! Make sure you write in your BorderlinxUK Suite Address as the address to ship to, and your own home address (or the address of the one who's paying for the phone) in as the payment address.

Google will send you an email confirming the purchase, and as soon as they ship the phone they will provide a tracking number so that you can see where your phone is. After a few days your phone will arrive at your Borderlinx address and you'll have to go to Borderlinx and confirm your package and ship it onwards to your home address. Borderlinx will charge you additionally for the handling and shipping from the UK to Sweden (or wherever you may live). I had to pay them 370SEK.

And then? Well, wait! Soon you'll get your phone delivered :) And you will most likely enjoy it.

Summary of purchase:
Order method: Proxy+Google.com/Phone+BorderlinxUK
Total Cost: ~4400SEK
Order placed on: January 20th
Order delivered on: January 26th
Note: Fast delivery, considering there was a weekend in between there!

I hope all this helped, if there is something else you wonder about, feel free to email me at zephran123@gmail.com or hit me up on Twitter@JethroLancelot!

Remember, prices may vary and this is just how I did it and how much I payed. I will not take responsibility if your shipment ends up costing more, but it shouldn't.

Soooo. That would be all for today! Thanks for reading! ;D

Edit: Info about Swedish customs:

Internethandel, från annat EU-land

Varor som du köper inom EU behöver du inte anmäla till oss.

Varor som du beställer från ett EU-land räknas i de flesta fall, som inrikeshandel. Du behöver inte betala någon tull. Moms betalar du i det landet du beställer varan från, den ska vara inkluderad i priset. Du behöver därför inte betala ytterligare moms i Sverige. Speditören tar inte ut någon speditionsavgift.
Fraktkostnad tillkommer.
Momsen betalar du i avsändarlandet. Hur stor momsen blir beror på land och vara.
http://www.tullverket.se/sokordao/i/internethandelfranannateuland.4.4ab1598c11632f3ba9280001044.html

Links of interest:
Animosity, Multi Gaming Guild
SweDroid
Nexus One on Youtube

2010-01-21T01:54:00.001+01:00

So now I've come to the final sleep.. I pray that forgiveness is mine to keep.. I know it's hard to forget this man, driving the failure into your hands..

My Suffering

2009-09-16T22:10:00.003+02:00

Good evening.

Yes, this is Simon.

And yes, I am posting a blog.

I don't know why really. I was talking to Sanna about writing and got the urge to write.. stuff..?

I'll be honest, life hasn't been jolly at all lately, there's not much that cheers me up. I could rant on about me being emo for ages but I'll just skip that and write about what I've been up to and what I'm going to be up to in the near future.

My memory is vague, I barely remember last week. Nothing overwhelmingly exciting has happened though, mostly work and sittingathomedoingnothingness. Last Saturday I went to Huddinge and met Sanna, we ate some kebab (she had some veggie burger..) and then we went back to her place and watched Torkel i knipa (Eng.: Terkel in Trouble), great movie. Cozy evening. After that I went (I've spelled went = wen't twice now) back to Södertälje where I was going to meet Johan, when I met Johan I also met Jimmie and Dennis and we went to Old McLovis where we spent the rest of the night drinking and talking..

Funny thing is, "funny", the last two times I've been to McLovis someone has gotten hurt outside. And when I say hurt I don't mean that someone had a beer too much and tripped on the curb, but someone getting a lung punctured by a knife or knocked out by blunt force. Great city? Yeah.

Anyway.. After the drinking I started the journey home, called Jamal, slipped in the grass and screamed at some random people. I woke up late on Sunday and went to my sister Nina for dinner. Her daughter is awesome. Like awesome. Links to pics down belooow.

On Monday I worked 'till 6 o'clock and then I went to Harry B James in Stockholm where my friend was going to play with his band, had some fun but went home quite early.

The day after that (Tuesday for those that couldn't figure that out) I slept almost the whole day and then I went down to Ceasar's Pub and Resturant where I ate dinner and alcoholized myself with my co-workers. Had a great evening, but a not so great morning today.

Working when you're hungover is no fun, both myself and Peter can agree to that.

A pleasant surprise was that Chester Bennington had released a new song from his upcoming "solo" project Dead By Sunrise's album. The song is entitled 'My Suffering', like this blogpost, and I fell in love with it right away. I think it's by far the best song that has come out in 2009 so far, I'm really looking forward to the album now! Link to download the song down below!

Got the rest of the week off from work, except for 3 hours on Saturday night. On Tuesday me and Fläskis (Malin) are going to the recording of Boston Tea Party (for non swedes: it's a tv-show, has nothing to do with the actual Boston Tea Party) which I think will be really fun and interesting.

Other than that theres not much going on. I'm spending my free time alone, doing nothing. If you have any ideas on what I can do, feel free to tell me!

Oh btw, me and Anton are going to Amsterdam. Forgot to say that. But yeh. October 4-7 :)

Now I'm going to continue my doingnothingness while listening to some great tunes. Thanks for checking in!

-S

Links:

Picture of Edith - Dead By Sunrise's 'My Suffering' - Me playing Yellow Submarine on Rock Band Beatles - Animosity, My guild for the upcoming MMO Star Wars: The Old Republic

big beautiful beds

2009-08-20T01:35:00.000+02:00

I got home from Denmark today had a good time and now I'm back in my own bed.

My own bed.

There's something special about your own bed huh? it doesn't matter where or what I've been sleeping on, my own bed is always the best. In denmark I slept on a matress, my old, own, bed is better. A while back when I lived in enhörna for a week I slept in this big really comfortable bed, but my small crappy OWN bed is still better? Why is that? Are we scared of what's been going on in other people's beds? Or is it just a normal "no place like home" thing?

Interesting..

Well sleep time now, work and pretzeltown festival tomorrow. See ya :)
-S

2009-07-16T12:42:00.003+02:00

Seriously. Just can't be arsed to blog anymore. If I find something that I need to write I'll just write it on twitter. If theres something longer it will end up on bilddagboken.

twitter.com/jethrolancelot
jethrolancelot.bilddagboken.se

Thanks for reading :)

Names for the wicked

2009-06-14T17:01:00.002+02:00

And IiiiiIiiii don't want to fall in love..

Hi guys! Missed me? No? Thought so.

Haven't updated this shit in a while but eh, who cares.

My last post was may 14th, which is almsot a month ago and quite a lot have happened since, but I haven't really felt like blogging..

Anyways, I have graduated and such, it all went fine but I was a bit sick at the time so no woptido graduation party.. But it was nice..

So now I'm quite free, no more school.. finally.. I'll work some in the summer, not much now in the beginning but after I come home from Metaltown and Gothemburg I will get more into that..

So right now that's whats going on in my life: nothing.

More general stuff;

I'm quite disappointed in people developing mobile apps.. Everything, and I mean EVERYTHING is for the iPhone.. And hey, nothing wrong with that I guess, but since I'm a SonyEricsson Xperia user I would love some apps that I could use.. Make some more Windows Mobile apps.. I know it sucks but hey, please?

I guess it's just like programs for computers were a while back; practically everyone was using PCs and no one was using MACs so everything that came out was for PCs, until Apple realised they had to improve themselves so they released the slimmer, better looking computers and stuff and people got more interested in that..

So I guess I'll have to wait until Windows Mobile is better until I can get something for it.. Hope I can lay my hands on Google Android though..

Another thing, next week is like weird for "name's days", thats something we celebrate in sweden.. or not really celebrate but eh, each day has one or two name and that's "their" day.. But hey, next week, like only uncommon names.. made me giggle..

Margit, Margot, Axel, Axelina, Torborg, Torvald, Björn, Bjarne, Germund, Görel, Linda, Alf and Alvar..

And people are having trouble naming their babies!? just look at all the fancy names that are available!

Maybe I should blog more cus I have almost forgotten how to write... guh.. spellcheck<3

Until next time, much love
-S

The greedy graduation god

2009-05-14T19:03:00.002+02:00

Sooo.. I was going to make a post on sunday but I forgot about it, then I remembered it but I couldn't be arsed.. so yeah.. I'll try to put something together now.

Saturday didn't turn out the way I had planned, we didn't go to beachhallen as planned, instead we went to Johan's place and förkröka, which was interesting, there's a vid on youtube somewhere.. Then we wen't down to O'learys and spent the rest of the evening there.. It was fun and such.. But by now I barely remember anything of it :) Tough luck.

This week in school has been quite interesting, but it has passed in lightning speed.. Can't remember what I have done each day but I have gotten quite alot of stuff finnished up, which feels good, but I still have lots to do. Only about a week left before they put the final grades, really hope I can get my shit together by then.. Otherwise I'm fucked.

Well well. No time to sit here and "daddla". Got to hold a 20 minute presentation in English tomorrow, and I can barely speak at the moment .. yay me..

tyttel.

-S

Green green gremlins.

2009-05-09T12:46:00.002+02:00

Sooooo here I am. Still alive. Still breathing. Uhm yeah.

Been a while since my last blog, but that's life. Don't think anyone missed it too much :)

It's been an interesting week, with both ups and downs but overall it's been good. A lot better than last week at least. I'll sum it all up in a longer post tomorrow, if I remember too.

Today I'm just gonna chillax, play some music etc but later tonight I'm going to beachhallen to eat, drink and parteey.

See you around,
-S

Sorry..?

2009-05-02T22:11:00.002+02:00

So.. this week is coming to an end.. well there's still tomorrow. But that's just a sunday.

The week has contained LOTS of mixed feeling towards everything. Unfortunately most of them were 'bad'. I haven't been myself, it has really been an emotional week..

Had a short week in school. Had a birthday. Went out and had fun. And still I feel like crap. People have been really nice to me, asking whats up but I haven't been able to answer them, which makes me feel even worse, it makes me feel ungrateful that I can't tell them about it. But the thing is, I don't know what's wrong.

I wish I was 90 years old so that I could demand that someone should take care of me, without feeling bad. I could really use someone right now, but I feel pathetic, I don't deserve it.

People are confusing. Feelings are confusing. I'm really confusing..

Anyway.. Thanks to everyone that's been here for me, that still are.. And sorry for the way I have acted towards you, you deserve better.

Lets hope that next week will turn out better..

-S

2009-05-02T00:22:00.001+02:00

I can't even explain why the tears are rushing from my eyes. Guess they don't like it there.

2009-04-27T20:00:00.001+02:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-8nkkOA_AM&

The enormous, the enraged and the envious.

2009-04-27T17:19:00.003+02:00

Soo here we are again. New day, new week, and a whole new year for me. Or well, tomorrow at least.

So anyways, today we finished up our project work. We didn't fully complete it, but anyways.. Shit is getting closer. I'm still a bit behind in a couple of courses and I really need to pull my shit together really soon. Would have loved to do it this week but I feel that there is too much other stuff going on so that's probably not going to happen.. The plans for this week are;

Monday: That's today, I've been in school, overslept a bit but that's no biggie. Got home, finished a religion thingy that I had lying around.. Now I'm gonna eat soon, I think and hope, then I'm just gonna chill.. Music<3

Tuesday: Tomorrow.. Tuesday.. Birthday.. I really don't want to? I don't know why.. I'm so very not excited for this birthday.. Maybe it's the fact that it won't change anything, or that I'm getting closer to death.. I don't really know. But as it comes for plans for the day, not much. School from 12.45 to 15.10, then I'm gonna go home, mom's coming over and we're gonna "celebrate" or something.

Wednsday: First school, only have a "half day" then we're gonna go to the university next door for our "hat on taking" (nice translation huh?) and then I'm off to work.

Thursday: This is also only a "half day" in school, got a test in religion and then I'm free to go home. Later that night I'm going to stockholm to drink myself really drunk. Thats that.

Friday: No school, no idea what's going to happen here really.

Saturday: Work 15-18.15 other than that, nothing special planned

Sunday: Sleep? We'll see :)

It's an interesting week to say the least.. We'll see how it turns out!

Until next time, remember to turn off the oven.

-S

2009-04-20T22:29:00.000+02:00

I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind
Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind

Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy

Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind

sheeeiit

2009-04-16T14:35:00.003+02:00

Oh my [enter name of imaginary creature with godlike powers here]! It's already thursday.. Damn the days fly by when you sleep to 13.xx every day.. hmm..

Haven't done much these days, been home, sick, tired.. And ye.. As I said in the previous entry I sent an email to my teacher so that he could give me something to do, but then I changed my password to the email client.. and now I don't remember what I changed it to.. Great. Graduation's getting close and I'm still behind.. But as I always say.. It will be ok.. :)

Anyways, I'm feeling way better now, just a bit asdsadfsadf in my throat but that I can live with! I want to do stuff, but I don't know what. If you have me on Facebook you might have seen my status update yesterday where I said that Sandra has turned me into a Coldplay freak.. Well I recorded a video of me playing their song Shiver on bass a couple of minutes ago, uploading it to youtube as we speak.. But I realised something, I kinda suck :D I'm gonna look around for some more online lessons and hopefully get better, 'cus I really think it's fun to play, just wish I could do it better! But we'll see... uhum..

So that's what I'm gonna do now. Maybe go bugger Johan later? Or tomorrow? I think he misses me. :D

Anyways, chat t'y'all later!

-S

Edit: Oh yeah! KSE's new album is out soon :D *excited*

"Easter Dinner"

2009-04-13T23:20:00.002+02:00

Hello all unfaithful readers!

The weekend has been quite interesting.. but still not. Here's the story;

Weekend started on Thursday, we actually had school half the day but it felt very "ovärt" as we say so I skipped it and worked from home instead. Didn't do much that day, played some basketball on the afternoon.

On Friday i packed up my computer and all that comes with it and Paul picked me up and we went to Älvsjö where Dreamsters had their LAN-Party. When I started up my computer I immediately noticed that something was wrong; drivers were fucking around, warning messages etc etc. So I checked around and apparently I had gotten a nasty virus that had fucked everything up, so I borrowed a OS CD from a friend and formated everything and started of at square 1. So there I was, with a computer that had nothing on it.. I started transfering some games and such from friends and eventualle the LAN was on. Didn't really play that much though, feels like I'm getting too old for it or something.. The whole thing mainly consisted of fucking around, too little sleep and accidents. And it got me thinking that maybe I shouldn't go to Dreamhack as a gamer this year, so I signed up for their Crew, we'll see how that goes, I'm not hoping for much.

Well anyways, I got back home on Sunday around lunch. Was just tired and I felt that I started to get sick, I had probably caught my dad's cold. So didn't do much that day either, went out and played some more basketball with my friends and such.

Today, Monday, I planned to just relax and sleep. Went to bed at 01.xx and got woke up by my mom who called me at 13.xx. 12 hours of sleep and I still felt like a wreck.. But my mom missed me so darn much so I had to get up and get ready, my mom's fionce's parents came and picked me up and we went out to my mom's house (out in the woods for those that don't know) where we had dinner and I played som Guitar Hero with my brother. Then we went home again and since then I've just been sitting here doing nothing, sneezing and stuff.. Not the funnies thing in the world but you have to experience all parts to live a life. Oh I watched Harry Potter (1) on tv as well.. Great movie.. Lol .

I was gonna go to school tomorrow even though we have this week off to fix some stuff that I've fallen behind in, but I feel like crap right now and I doubt I will feel better tomorrow so I sent an e-mail to my teacher and asked if he could send the stuff I need to do.. bleh.

Well I guess I'll stay up for a bit longer.. But the bed looks really apealing right now..

Thanks for tuning in,
-S

..if only..

2009-04-10T01:52:00.001+02:00

In our darkest hour
In my deepest despair
Will you still care?
Will you be there?
In my trials
And my tripulations
Through our doubts
And frustrations
In my violence
In my turbulence
Through my fear
And my confessions
In my anguish and my pain
Through my joy and my sorrow
In the promise of another tomorrow
I’ll never let you part
For you’re always in my heart.

2009-04-02T12:32:00.001+02:00

http://student09.minstudent.se/#17

2009-04-02T03:54:00.001+02:00

Hej jag är full fuck you :) Bilder kommer imorn.. jetrholancleot.bdb.se etc etc..

hihihi sova<3

puss p ådig.

End Begins

2009-03-31T23:19:00.002+02:00

Soo.. Now that school is coming to it's closure and everything, I feel really excited. We have our 'graduation party' tomorrow which I hope will be lots of fun, we've worked quite hard the last couple of weeks (especially Jamal, kudos to that little fella) and me and Johan went to Stockholm today to make the final payment. So everything is set up, and tomorrow the party begins!

I still have a couple of minor things I need to do in school, but I'm getting closer to being finished by the day (might not be going fast but it's going) and I'm really looking forward to graduating..

Also, in late April we will go to Edinburgh with my English class which I think will be lots of fun! Travelling is what I want to do when I graduate so this will be a good warm up for that :) I have also been checking up on trips to America, more precisely New York and I might go there in September, nothing is carved in stone yet but I really hope I can get it done cus I've always wanted to go there. Then if someone wants to go with me, or if I have to go alone, we'll see.

Another thing I look forward to is Metaltown :) Will be awesome to finally see Slipknot live since I missed them last time they played over here in our penis shaped country. And the rest of the line up is quite awesome as well!

Now I don't know what to write anymore! Feels like I'll just rant on about stuff no one cares about so I'll just shut up :)

See ya around!
-S

Sommar..

2009-03-29T14:24:00.001+02:00

Igår var vi (Jag, Johan och David) på beachen.. Redigt härligt. Var riktigt kul, man fick lite sommarkänslor och inte minst sommarlängtan.. blubb. Nu idag så är jag trött. Har varit hemma hos Jamal och hämtat lite saker inför studentskivan eftersom han ska på fallskärmsjägartest sak.. På onsdag smäller det.. får se hur skivan blir.. >_<

Men men.. Ska försöka göra klart lite skolarbeten å så nu, måste få det gjort..

Vi horas mina vännor. Puss.

Bilder från beachen hittar ni på

http://jethrolancelot.bilddagboken.se

All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed, I never needed more
All of my questions were answers to my sins
All of my endings are waiting to begin

wat

2009-03-24T23:42:00.001+01:00

..circle..

2009-03-23T00:45:00.002+01:00

Tack för de tre bästa månaderna i mitt liv. Ledsen för att det blev som det blev.. för att jag är som jag är..

Back to square one…

uʍop buı11ɐɟ sı ǝsıpɐɹɐd

2009-03-20T21:30:00.000+01:00

Come on motherfuckers

Another heart, another life, just another test
Another murder, another lie, just another death
And ours is to suffer for you always wanting more
And ours is to suffer for you kill all that we adore

I don't need no master to command
I am the law by myself

Paradise is falling down
And you try to leave this god damn town
And your world is burning down
Like rats forsaking a sinking ship

Down to your knees and pray

But we shall all bleed together eternally
For this is the hell we all created

Another heart, another life, just another breath
Another place, another world, just another chance
And ours is to suffer for you always wanting more
And ours is to suffer for you kill all that we adore

(Are we so fucking exhausted with our lifes or just so satisfied with being slaves)
What kind of paradise are you creating here
What the fuck do you expect?

Paradise is falling down
And you try to leave this god damn town
And your world is burning down
Like rats forsaking a sinking ship

Down to your knees and pray

But we shall all bleed together eternally
For this is the hell we all created

With every lie you whisper to our ears
(While you wander through all you created)
A town underfed with love born up from pain
(There will be no more water while yor paradise is burning down)

But we shall all bleed together eternally
For this is the hell we all created

“Ledig”

2009-03-19T16:19:00.001+01:00

GODAGENS. Hur mår frun?

Ehem. Gu va man inte orkar blogga.. eller kommer inte på nåt att skriva.. men ska försöka.. hihi..

Den här veckan (och nästa) så har min skola bestämt sig för att ha "praktikveckor". Mycket fyndigt. Synd bara att deras information och sätt att förmedla denne var oerhört sämst. Jag försökte hitta en praktikplats, men icke. Antingen svarade företagen inte eller så sa dem något som lättast kan tydas såhär: "NEE".

Så då sa skolan "då får ni vara i skolan och arbeta med skolsaker". Ok. Nån dag senare: "Nee ni får inte vara i skolan, ni ska göra en företagsintervju! En per dag!"

Då fick vi de här frågorna:

Företagets namn
Vad arbetar företaget med? Vad säljer dem?
Vem är ägaren?
Antal anställda?
Vad har de för arbetsuppgifter?
Vad heter personen du intervjuade?
Hur många år har han varit i branschen?
Vad har han för utbildning? Hur många år studerade han?
Vad har han för e-post?
Vad använder sig arbetsgivaren av för hårdvara?
Vilken mjukvara används?
Hur hanteras information?
Vad används den till?
Vilken typ av nätverk använder de? Trådbunden, trådlöst eller blandat?
Vilken hastighet körs?
Vilka är de vanligaste problemen i deras nätverk?

Det första jag tänkte när jag såg dom var “Va?”. De är så oerhört luddiga och generellt fucked up. Aasdasdasd. Men iaf.. vi (jag, Jimmie, Max och Phippe) gick till Moraberg i måndags och fixade iaf 6 av 10 företag (1 företag för 1 dags närvaro), sen drog jag hem och “intervjuade” mig själv. tihi.

Men iaf. Det här betyder alltså att jag är “ledig” de här dagarna. MEN.. Men.. Jag jobbar istället (!) :) Jobbade tisdag 11-18, igår 11-20 och så ska jag jobba imorgon 11-20, lördag 11-18, måndag 16-20, tisdag 8-17, onsdag 16-20, torsdag 11-20 och fredag 11-20. Så pengar blir det! Hääärligt.

Nästa vecka åker även far min till Spanien, eller han åker på söndag.. Så jag blir hemma ensam en vecka :) gud va mysigt.

Nu ska jag fortsätta att inte göra någonting ett tag. Ta en dusch kanske. Kolla på lite pokemon kanske. hmm.

np: Roadrunner United – Machine Head’s Davidian

Puss på er.

omfg

2009-03-12T15:12:00.003+01:00

asd

2009-03-07T20:13:00.000+01:00

I may not be perfect
But I've always been true
I may not be worthy in your eyes
Climb up from the bottom
For the last time
The last one the last one
The last time

If I was perfect
Then this would be easy
Either road's plausible
On both I could drown
I walk through the center
With no rules to guide me
I realize it's difficult
But now I can see..

Sun goes down once again
While I sit here and feel the tears
Running down my cheeks
No I am not afraid of the dark
But the darker it gets the more I realize
That there is no one to depend on
No one to believe in
And so I wait to die here all alone
Like the daylight dies while it is fading away
Because nobody knows for sure
That the sun will burn through that cold night once more

To where the skies are blue

So I pray for someone
To come and make my life seem like it`s still worth living it
So I pray for you to come
(To push me out from that darkness
And take me to that place where the skies are always blue....
Nothing destroys me more than the thought of loosing this feeling
Nothing completes me more like you do)
And so I wait to die here all alone
Like the daylight dies while it is fading away
Because nobody knows for sure
That the sun will burn through that cold night once more
But still the hardest things to say
Are the words that mean the most
So come on angel, say that you
Love me and nothing in this
World will ever scare me again.
Take me to where the skies are always blue...

wtb new friends, preferably with manners

2009-03-07T18:58:00.002+01:00

Sååå.. Har inte bloggat på ett tag nu. Det skiter jag i.

Idag har jag jobbat från 11-18.15, inget direkt intressant hände förutom när nån kille råkade backa in i en gammal tant som välte. hihi.

Sen efter jobbet så var planen att dra till stockholm med "kompisarna". Johan skulle vara i stockholm innan och jag skulle vara klar till ca 19.00 var det sagt. ~19.30 ringer Johan mig och säger att dom andra redan har börjat åka och är nästan framme.

Heh. Där rök dom planerna. Orkar inte med deras egoistiska attityd längre. Ännu en anledning att längta till studenten..

Men jag pallar inte gnälla mer.. fuck sake.. Ska sitta här och knarka fishermans friend hela kvällen nu, får se om jag orkar gå ner på stan kanske.. förmodligen inte.

Hejdå och FUCK YOU.

:)

-S

IKEA – KONSUM – TÄYBROW

2009-02-25T14:05:00.001+01:00

Hej alla glada läsare. Alla 2! Eller hur många ni nu är. Bryr mig inte så mycket.. bara lite…

Kom hem från IKEA för en stund sen, var där med far och köpte en ny fin kontorsstol till mitt rum + en osthyvel och lite annat krimskrams. Nu ska jag alldeles strax hoppa in i duschen och sen bege mig ner till COOP Konsum Södertälje Centrum. Där jobbar jag. Blir väl att sitta i kassan hela kvällen. Eller stå i snabben.. eller något sådant mysigt.. Förmodligen med Ingrid också :) Jolly good.

Sen blir det hem och packa! Imorn beger jag mig ut på landsbygden igen för att hälsa på Jenny :D Wieieiiei. typ. ɹɐı1ʞ ʇǝp ɐʌ uɐɟ. Men ja, det blir kul :) hihi ^_^

Kommer hem igen på Söndag kväll, men om ni saknar mig så finns jag ju alltid på mobilen :) Men nu har jagi nte så mycket mer att skriva! Vi får ta det en annan gång :)

Krya på er sjuklingar, och ni andra håll er borta från sjuklingarna så att inte ni också blir sjuklingar för då blir världen lite sjukare.

-S

Flyttaflyttaflytta

2009-02-20T14:12:00.001+01:00

Okaaay dåårååå.. Imorn flyttar mor min ut i skogen.. Jag beger mig till far för att spendera mitt liv där.. tills vidare.. ehm.. Jag måste packa.. jag är sjukt trött, har träningsverk i hela kroppen och är allmänt irriterad. Men det kommer nog gå bra.. Tror jag..

Igår var jag och spelade basket. Två distriktsmatcher, förlorade båda. Men men. Så går det när man är sämst :D

Men iaf.. trött är jag.. skönt att det äntligen är helg och LOV! Tack tack. Tack.

Nu ska jag dega lite till innan jag packar.. så ha det gött.

bed time stories..

2009-02-17T00:27:00.002+01:00

ahaja. nu ligger jag här i min säng igen, önskar att en viss Hebby låg bredvid mig.

Men iaf.. Inte bloggat på ett tag nu, inte mycket har hänt så har inte haft så mycket att skriva om.. var ute i helgen men inget intressant att säga om det..

Den här veckan känns både tom och fullpackad. Känns som att jag borde göra massa saker men vet inte vad. Vi flyttar iafpå lördag. Eller mamma flyttar ut i skogen och jag bosätter mig hos far på heltid, tills vidare. Så det blir lite packa.. mitt rum är nästan klart men har lite småsaker kvar.. nästa vecka är det lov.. inget planerat förutom att jag äntligen åker ner till Tibro igen på torsdag:)

men men.. blubb på er!

-S

(skrivet på mobilen)

hurrr :O

2009-02-10T19:34:00.002+01:00

Då var helgen över för mig då.. blev lite längre än vanligt :)

Har egentligen inte gjort så mycket, Jenny har varit här och vi har spenderat största delen av tiden med att bara ha det allmänt mysigt :) Men sen var det lite små saker också, konsert i lördags, kolla huset i söndags och igår var vi uppe i stockholm :)

Men nu har hon åkt hem :( bluh. Aja, hoppas det inte tar allt för lång tid innan vi ses igen ^_^

hoho. Imorn är det skola igen då.. blehhh måste göra religionsarbete, idrottsarbetet (olol), engelska talet, multimedia skiten och massa annat.. gah.. guh..

blarglegargle.

orkar inte skriva mer hoho..

ha't braeee

Help us win! :D

2009-02-05T19:47:00.001+01:00

HELP US WIN! http://www.youtube.com/user/itgfilm (Heavens on Fire) !!! Text Message “ITG SÖD” to number 076 901 00 20 (Normal text message cost)

<3

woop

2009-02-04T00:05:00.002+01:00

hai. ligger i min säng atm. ville bara förtydliga en sak. Det är såhär att jag tycker om Jenny jätte mycket och jag längtar till på fredag, nej intepga kycklingen.

nej nu måste jag sova annars somnar jag inte. hejs,
-s

(skrivet på mobilen)

Lycka.

2009-02-01T20:23:00.002+01:00

Hej. Idag har jag haft oerhört tråkigt och inte gjort ett jävla skit. Eller jag har städat lite. Jippie.

Just nu så känner jag mig.. typ.. såhär.. Sjukt glad :)

Kärlek, vänner och socker. Ja. Mysigt helt enkelt.

Orkar inte skriva så mycket.

Undrar om någon läser det här?

Aja.

Pringles,
-S

The new XPERIAnce

2009-01-29T17:18:00.003+01:00

Så... *ehem*..

I måndags fick jag lite ryck, har länge varit trött på min mobil och har kollat runt efter en ny ett tag. Men då i måndags så kom Phippe till skolan med en ny telefon, och jag tänkte jag kan väl lika gärna köpa en. Det var en av de jag kollat på så slumpade inte helt, men köpte iaf en Sony Ericsson Xperia X1
Fick hem den igår (onsdag) och är i stort sett nöjd med den :) Kostade en del men eh.. sån är jag.

Idag har skolan varit slapp, som vanligt, började 10.20 men religionsläraren var sjuk så hade håltimme tills 13.00.. Satt i kafeterian och svullade lite å så.. Borde ha arbetat på något av de 15 arbetena jag behöver göra.. men icke.. Ingen motivation alls... Får se hur det går.. ska nog börja jobba.. snart...

Imorn är det fredag.. Då blir det möjligtvis att åka upp till stockholm för att fira Jimmie.. men får se om jag orkar :D är inte så sugen. På lördag ska jag vara med på skolans öppet hus, så lite engagerad i skolan är jag faktist! Blir väl som sist, åka dit, spela lite bas, äta pizza, åka hem. Sen efter det, framåt kvällen så är det konsertdags! All That Remains på södra teatern. Mycket trevligt.

Jag, Max, David och ? som åker. Johan skulle med men han tiltar lite (har inga vänner) så vi ska försöka hitta en ersättare istället.

Annars har jag inte så mycket att säga, börjar bli lite hungrig nu så ska peta lite på mor :)

Krakachov,
-S

Kissnödig och nyfriterad

2009-01-27T19:48:00.002+01:00

EN FRITÖS VAR DET! Fan va bra att jag kom på det.

Hur som helst.. Kom nyss hem från moster som har friterat mig lite.. Har haft en helt ok dag, började skolan 12.45 och haft det allmänt chill. Arbetad faktiskt på programmeringlektionen idag, mycket duktigt tycker jag. Nu ska jag bara få klart allting så att jag klarar av skiten.. Sen måste jag göra klart Idrottsarbetet.. eller börja med det till och med.. lite Engelska grejer.. Projektet.. Historia arbetet.. Ja det är lite saker kvar :) Men förhoppningsvis går det bra.

Just nu längtar jag mest till nästa fredag då Jenny kommer :O woo. Men men..

Känner mig allmänt tom och vet inte riktigt vad jag ska säga, så jag tänker inte säga så mycket mer.

Puss å pråm.

-S

täybrooow

2009-01-24T17:14:00.001+01:00

Tjänzarze.

Är i Tibro hos Jenny. Hon pratar i telefon för tillfället så jag tänkte passa på att skriva lite..

Öhm kom hit i går morse och det har varit allmänt mysigt sen dess :) Träffade några av hennes oerhört pratglada klasskamrater igår vilket var intressant. Sen har vi inte gjort så mycket, kollat på tv å så :)

Kollade även på Hostel.. fyyy vilken dålig film :)

Nu kommer hon tillbaka så hej! xD

Time to go :|

2009-01-22T21:12:00.004+01:00

Dåså. Då var det nästan fredag dårå :o

Imorn så beger jag mig söderut till landsbygden ännu en gång :)

Jag vet inte om jag har nåt mer att säga just nu :O men jag kommer säkert ha något att säga på måndag ;) Så kom tillbaka då så blir det nog intressant c(=

Breebrawp,
-S

123456 pokemon

2009-01-20T19:50:00.004+01:00

Jaha då har vi en svart barack vid det vita huset då!

Började skolan 12.45 idag, kom lite sent, men det gjorde inte så mycket. Bosse var inte där så Daniel tog närvaro, sen hjälpte han mig med en liten sak i vårat (mitt och Johans) program sen försvann han. Efter det hade vi Historia där vi fick tillbaka våra prov, jag fick ett G! Hurra! Överskattat att plugga :)

Efter skolan blev det ut i slasket och mot tågstationen, tog tåget till Södertälje C och gick förbi jobbet, hoppade in och pratade lite med Katta, om arbete, skidor och musik å så. Trevligt trevligt. Köpte lite godis, vinkade till Malin, mobbade Bea och så. The usual.

Sen var det bara att bege sig hem. Och nu har jag kollat på installationen av herr Obama sen dess. Lite småintressant. Hoppas det blir bra.. :)

Nu har jag inte så mycket mer att säga, jag tipsar åter igen om musiken som finns på länken i mitt förra inlägg..

Öhm.. Ja! Hej hopp, snart är det fredag :)

-S

Good music man

2009-01-20T12:00:00.000+01:00

http://www.cover-songs.at.tt/

Grymt bra akustiska covers :)

Längre inlägg kommer ikväll om jag orkar! Tjohej!

For a time that were..

2009-01-18T11:35:00.005+01:00

When I look into your eyes
There's nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistake
Staring back at me
Everything has to end, you'll soon find, we're
outta time, left to watch it all unwind
Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down
Everything has to end, you'll soon find, we're outta time, left to watch it all
unwind
Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stay
When you just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me

Reverse psychology failing miserably
It's so hard to be, left all alone
Telling you is the, only chance for me
There's nothing left but to turn and face you
When I look into your eyes, there's nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistake staring back at me
Asking why...

And onto the times ahead.. <3

Vodka, barbaras och en vilsen rödtott.

2009-01-18T10:49:00.003+01:00

Jaaaaaa. Igår var det fest dårå. Lille herr Johan blev en riktig pojke, hela 19 bast.. Fast i torsdags dårå. Så ja, efter att ha varit ute och viftat lite med mor å co. så kom Johan hem till mig och vi begav oss till affären för att inhandla diverse plastmuggar samt tilltugg. Sen gick vi till Johan, dumpade allting och mötte upp resten av griskultingarna (Jimmie, Phippe, Max och Jamal) och gick till Brunnsängs centrum för att förtära varsin Pizza (btw glömde nog tacka för pizzan Johan, så tack ^_^) och så köpte Jamal och Max deras groggvirke på Ellbe.. Lite glass. Ja fråga mig inte.

Sen var det bara att dra hem till Johan och invänta resten av gästerna .. Och sen var det bara att ha kul helt enkelt. Alkoholhaltig dryck och singstar är en av de bästa kombinationerna som finns :) Sen var det så att min arbetskamrat Malin skulle komma och hälsa på med sina väninnor, men det gick lite fel när hon skulle hitta dit. Men jag lovade att inte mobba henne för det så vi säger bara att hon åkte fel helt enkelt :) (2 gånger).

Sen var resten av kvällen berikad med mer alkhol, mer singstar, lite tyska hobbits och Johans nya flickvän, Pamela.

Sen körde vi även nån failversion av klädpoker... Jag och Malin som var i samma "lag" fuskade järnet :D satt med kortleken och letade fram bra kort medans resten diskuterade något helt slumpmässigt. Men det gick inte så långt, när jag skulle få ta av mig byxorna så slutade vi spela (som tur var).. Men ja det var kul ändå..

Sen vet jag inte vad mer som finns att säga.. Det var en lyckad kväll enligt mig :) Synd bara att en viss person inte var där..

Men men.. 'til next time.

Toodles,
-S

EDIT: Kom på att anledningen till att jag gjorde blogginlägget in the first place var för att jag ville tipsa om lite musik jag hittade:
http://www.myspace.com/solitudeswe

check 'em out.

Also, I chose not to write in English. So go learn Swedish or burn in THE FIRES OF HADES!

Fiestafestpartyparaflax

2009-01-16T16:42:00.002+01:00

Here I am once again, failing in pie says!

G'day. Today has been relatively interesting. Started school at 8.30 with English.. Great fun! Mala (my teacher) was in the same great mood as always. Got back my Cambridge test.. Oh lord..

Max points: 70 (I think)
Pass limit: 45
My score: 38

I'm so pro at this English thing.. Or well, only two people in my class passed so.. :D

And then I accidently said the "f-word" and got thrown out.. So I sat in the kiosk until lunch, studied some, ate some candy, sold some candy and such. Then it was lunch.. Oh lord.. My school isn't really known for great food (once was though), but this was horrible. Some sort of meat, I don't even want to guess what it was, with potatoes and gravy.. Oh my unexisting god.. The taste of the meat was "OK", but the look of it made me want to throw up.. So I didn't really eat anything.. Instead I went back to the kiosk and sat there until the Music class began :O

And when I got there I heard the good news.. My group won the school competion with our Heaven's on Fire cover! Kickass dawg. Now we're up against all the other schools and I hope that all of you will help us win by voting :) <3

Anyways, after that I went back to the kiosk once more. This time I had to wait for Max and the other guys to finnish they classes so that we could go buy Johan a gift (was his birthday yesterday, party tomorrow) and so we did :) Won't tell you what we got him since he might read this, but I'll make sure to update you on that ;)

Then we got picked up by Mr.Boström who drove us to the SYSTEMBOLAG (liqourstore woop woop) where he bought us some "lemonade".

Anyways.. Been quite a good day so far.. Might end the evening with either going down to a pub to drink my head of or I'll go with Yohahn to Stockholm to see a show?

Anyways.. 'till next time, drink the yellow snow, it might be beer!

Toodles ;D
-S

Mince pie with a touch of rubarb

2009-01-14T20:53:00.002+01:00

I've decided to write my blog in English from now on. I don't know why, so live with it :)

The last couple of days have been interesting.. Not. Just regular school crap (spend ~an hour travelling to school, sit there all day and do nothing, spend ~an hour travelling home again).

But I have realised something.. School is almost over. Sure it might be 6 mighty months left, but those will go hella fast.. So I better shape up and start doing shit.. So I brought home my laptop today and did the first assignment for Psychology class that we got today and then I tried to do some stuff in the Python designer thingybob but I didn't really understand what I had to do so I just left it there. It's still the most I've studied in a long time..

Hopefully I can pass as many courses as possible..

derr..

Eh, we'll see if I will keep up writing in English.. Shit's annoying.

ah well.. toodles..

-S

├--

2009-01-13T13:07:00.003+01:00

Sometimes I surprise myself with my own stupidity.

I'm sorry.

They said it was rare. They said I had to put something in my rear, that I had nothing to fear. But I think I just have water in my ear.

2009-01-10T20:24:00.004+01:00

Löööördag dårå. Lörigt. Öhm vaknade runt 10 idag. Hoppade ur sängen som en liten ekorre på crack, flög in i köket och brassa på några mackor och tröck i mig dom. Sen begav jag mig till jobbet, och där har jag spenderat hela dagen.

En dag fylld av absolut ingenting. Oerhört ointressant.

Sen kom jag hem och tröck i mig en pizza (omnomnom). Sen har jag även tagit en dusch, för strax ska jag och Herr Johan åka och våldgästa Sanna. För så roliga är vi. Sen får vi se vad som händer!

Nej nu orkar jag inte skriva mer, man får ju så ont i fötterna.

Här har vi ett traditionellt låtutdrag:

And then we found it all caged inside a dream
All-seing eye sees afloat
Soon it will see no more

For we will not conform
We're ghosts in the machine

Hej hå.

Pictures to remind us all of the plague

2009-01-09T20:27:00.003+01:00

The frown, the fried and the french maid

2009-01-09T16:33:00.003+01:00

Freeedaaaaag wooooeeeeeeeee...

Gud va kul. Skola 8.30-11.30 ungefär. Gud så kul. JA GUD! Det var så roligt, jag måste skratta, det kom en nerknarkad gubbe in.

Hände inte så mycket i plugget. Inte mycket alls. Började dagen med engelska (c) och hade ett litet prov.. sen gjorde jag inte mycket mer där.. Sen var det musik men lärarN^ var sjuk så det sket sig. Så jag gick hem.

Väl hemma har jag:

Lyssnat på musik
Spelat bas
Spelat Harpan
Pratat på MSN
Lyssnat på Musik
Ätit

Och nu sitter jag här och skriver. Det skulle ha varit oerhört mysigt att gå ut och kröka lite, men eftersom Simon är en duktig pojke och Simon måste jobba imorgon så skiter Simon i det.

Så jag ska fördriva kvällen med ännu mer musik, lite fickpingis och massvis med cola.

Avslutar med ett stycke ur låten jag för nuvarande hör;

Some live repressing their instinctive feelings
Protest the way we're built don't point the blame on me
Scream, scream, scream the way you would
if I raveged your body
Scream, scream, scream the way you would
if I raveged your mind

Vackert. O så vackert.

Vi hörs när vi hörs.

-S

The shed, the bed and the misled

2009-01-08T17:52:00.002+01:00

Jahaja. Nu sitter man här igen efter ännu en oerhört utmattande skoldag. Började 10.20 med Religion och vi jobbade stenhårt med absolut ingenting. Och sen hade vi håltimme så vi satt och degade i kafeterian ett tag till det var dags för Projekt. Och på projektet så gjorde vi inte heller någonting. Mycket intressant.

Sen efter det så tog jag mig hem och nu sitter jag här. Mätt och belåten, far min tillagade lite utsökt spaggetti med köttfärssås som jag nöjt slaffsade i mig. Tråkiga är ju att man inte gör nånting nu för tiden. Kommer hem, äter och sen sitter man här. Antingen lyssnar man på musik eller så kollar man på tv. Fint att man ofta har lite roligt folk att prata med iaf. Sen har jag bokat biljetter till Täybrow igen, wiie :) Ska bli mysigt att få träffa den där lilla sötsaken igen c(=

Men nej.. Nu ska jag fortsätta kolla på Ed och äta lite kex med ost tror jag.

Wish me luck and watch out for the watchout watch.

-S

The Grand Danois, the grape and the gravy

2009-01-07T22:31:00.003+01:00

Sådärja. Nu sitter man här igen. 10 minuter senare.

Ska väl försöka berätta lite om min dag, den har faktiskt varit någorlunda händelserik.

Årets första skoldag, man verkligen kände glädjen hos alla elever när man klev in på skolan, alla log och lärarna hoppade hopprep i serverrummet medan emo-gänget kastade brinnande rj45or på varandra. Vacker dag. Fast den var ganska kort ändå, började vid 9 och hade Bobo fram till 11 (gjorde ingenting) då vi hade lunch, åt en översaltat kalkongryta och sen slappade vi lite till i kafeterian tills klockan slog 12 för då var det dags för lite mer Bobo, a.k.a. inte göra nånting.

Sen begav jag mig hem vid 13.30. Tänkte ååh komma hem och bara slappa, men icke. Efter ett tag så ringdes jag upp av en flåsande Johan som utbrast "garble inge iddrutt vi sima n ukom hej", eller något åt det hållet. Så det var bara att bege sig ner till Sydpoolen (badhuset för er ickeförstående) för att möta honom, Jamal och Max. Men ingen av dom var där, Deras tåg skulle ha kommit fram vid kvart över och klockan var nu 20 över och ingen av dom syntes någonstans. Jag funderade lite, men sen sket jag i det för det blev bara jobbigt så jag satt där och väntade istället. Strax efter halv så ringer jag Johan och frågar vart de tagit vägen, varpå det visar sig att vår lille marockan hade blivit lite hungrig och gått till McDonalds. Och jag, som var oerhört hungrig, trött och smått irriterad blev mindre glad. Jag ville inte äns vara där, å så håller dom på å håller på. Vilken stil.

Men efter att 2 fjortisar och 2 mycket gammla gubbar köpt sitt så kom jag fram till kiosken där jag kunde köpa mig en korv, fast efter det så var förstås min oerhört bekväma sittplats upptagen.. Men men. Sen blev det lite simma och lite vattenlek..

När jag väl kom hem sen så åt jag lite sen inväntade jag grammisgalan, för att få se In Flames spela. Och efter X antal dåliga Adam Alsing skämt och X dåliga framträdanden så var det deras tur. Men de hade bestämt sig för att än en gång göra sitt framträdande på svensk television tillsammans med popfjollan Timo fucking Räkmajonäs. USCH. Sånt tycker Simon inte alls om. Akustiska covers i all sin ära, men detta är ju ett skämt. Precis som i "De kallar oss artister" så totalt våldtar Timo en helt perfekt In Flames låt. Och även om In Flames spelar bra som vanligt så är framträdandet kort och ljudet är lite dåligt mixat. Men men, bättre än all annan skitmusik ikväll iaf.

Nu sitter jag här och pillar med bloggen.. öhm.. Ska nog ta och sova snart :)

Vi hööörees

Avslutar med första versen på låten som jag för tillfället hör i mina små apöron:

He was enslaved, to the dirty system, pero murio mother fucking come on
This was the final mission
His life had just begun
It all had to be so fucked up
His death to me, so fucked up
His face remains so deathless

The dead, the drunk and the dreadful

2009-01-07T22:10:00.000+01:00

Tjohejsan!

Nu är det såhär att lilla lilla lilla jag har bestämt mig för att börja blogga en aning. Alla andra gör ju det och det är ju orättvist om de får vara coola och inte jag.

Som vanligt med alla mina idéer så kanske det börjar bra men sen går det käpprätt åt helvette! Det märker vi! Jag kommer förmodligen inte vara någon speciellt bra bloggare, kommer säkert likna alla andra mediokra bloggar.. Men det skiter jag i! Då har jag något att göra iaf.

Kommer väl försöka klämma in lite fakta om vad som händer i mitt liv, lite musik och filmrecensioner är ju kul så lite sånt blir det nog också. Sen är jag ganska säker på att det kommer bli en jävla massa skitsnack. Det blir nog fint.

Men ja. Tack för att du hittat hit, glöm inte RSS å så om ni kan sånt (hihi Jenny kan inte) men ja.

Hej för nu

-S